Friday, December 25, 2015

Pond Story Structure and Purpose

Going back to the story, the side short story, about the child and the grownup who wander around Walden.  They keep that day perfectly in their memory, and it comes back to eahc of them in flashes, and in the stories they tell before going to sleep.

These are the moments they use to bring them comfort, to CALM them down.  The larger framework that holds the stories of the dragons.

When they are on the shore, it's an old woman who wakes up to a little boy.  They go 1/4 way around, and the boy is a teen and the woman gets younger.  1/2 way around they are the same age.  3/4 of the way, she's a teen and he's a man.  By the time they get back to the shore, he's old and she's a kid.  He asks to lie down on the sand and he goes to sleep=death.

ALSO: brother and sister on a completely HYPER-REALISTIC DAY. 

Sunday, October 25, 2015

Another Pilgrim Monument


I saw this building in Baltimore.
I saw this building in Provincetown.
I see it now, in my dreams, or in waking moments.
Where can I be now?

Monday, August 31, 2015

I still think of the boy

I'm scared now to see him
It's like once you grow up
You can never return to the little child
But what if he could
What if every drawing for every year captured his skin so that he could go back & inhabit it like a graphite cartoon.
As part o the walk around the Pond...

Tuesday, June 30, 2015

Ghosts

There are ghosts all over the world.  The Azores islands. Manhattan Island.

Ghosts are all in your mind and they are the lightest and heaviest luggage you will ever have.

Saturday, May 2, 2015

UNIFYING THEMES/IDEAS

NATALIE BATALHA STORIES
combined with
BIPOLAR BEAR Stories
combined with
WRECKING BALL

Girl transitions from one story to another
hearing music in the next scene, or a dog bark, or the floor crumble beneath her (9/11) or mountain (dream falling)

Girl's father closes storybook, she looks at the clock (11:23), then the calendar (Nov, checked off until 11/23).  Intelligence creeping across her face, that will be the last time she will see her father . . . she screams!! (knowing her Father will die that day)
Wakes up as a grownup

Single Mom (?) Julie-like, harried
Alice in Wonderland-like

9/11
Hurricane Sandy (and Katrina)

Her real life gets interrupted by UNNATURAL events (dogs talk to her?) Discovers doors, stands next to movie stars, etc (Like LULU, when she comes face to face with a giant picture of herself, both the painting & her own face are locked by a building/plant, but you can see her reaction.

Music playing (she has a beautiful voice)
She can paint beautiful scenes, (but nobody can see them except her?)
Beautiful writer, etc, but nobody else sees (she's actually paranoid to let others see her work)

She writes a book for E.  (Who grows up, so there is no little boy anymore. . .  sad)

Story keeps turning in on itself, like a Sci-Fi movie has invaded a normal/documentary

Door inside the TV?

What if you could see your life (in small, unresolved chapters) when you were a child?

Little Green Cars, "My Love Took"
Of Monsters and Men, "This Ship Will Carry" ("Little Talks")

A house as the sanctuary, horror that it will be taken by fire, and then it gets taken by Hurricane Sandy.
(Maybe she can see into HIS nightmares)

THEY ARE FRIENDS, but don't know which period is real.

Little Boy, Grown Man, Old Man,
Little Girl, Grown Woman, Old Woman
(3 actors to play each character, all combinations)

Her as a Little Girl, lilacs around the house.

(She visits him, Grown Woman/Little Boy-he won't stop doing a pillow fight when she's trying to babysit, but she can't stop laughing.  When he visits her Grown Man/Little Girl, he can't stop kissing her-she accepts that he crosses/crossed a line when they interact as Grownups.  "I forgive everything"
Are they everything to each other, all of each other's nightmares?  When she thinks of romance, she thinks of the Man who touched her when she was wearing her uniform.  Lovers damage each other.

Grumpy.  Every song on the radio was her least favorite song.

She kept waking up to being unemployed.  The least she could do would be to admit to a drinking problem, a divorce, drugs, a crime, a pregnancy.  But no, she was merely unambitious.

Old people.  Dance of life, going through the motions of eating, no more fighting.  Everything is over except the death.  All the fun.  All the excitement & passion.  (Start with this??) He wasted his life being a hermit and hiding from life.  Always saying NO to her.

She wasted her life & talents by not sharing them with people.  ALL THOSE TIMES SHE WAS AFRAID TO FAIL.

"You hurt me, and that's how I became cold"
"You kept yelling.  I could never be good enough for you"
(That's the place for all the AWFUL stuff to go)

As old people, can they hear themselves in the next room, yelling at each other??

(Scenes bleed into other scenes.  Cartoon images take over.  Like Roger Rabbit.  Like a Graphic Novel)




Magic Circle Pond-old woman and boy

Come on.
How come you are old & I'm young?
She smiled.
It's more fun that way.

Thursday, April 30, 2015

Magic Circle Pond

I was kept up at night by this story.

A man being woken up by a girl, who wants him to walk around the pond with her.  He notices at times that they change ages.  He gets younger, she is a grown up.

And there are episodes in between.

And he always returns. That is who he is.

Friday, March 27, 2015

Bipolar and Artist

I was in a room of writers.
"Get used to living with someone with bipolar. Get used to the idea of using wine as part of your work. Alcoholism"

All artists are crazy, but not all crazy people are artists.
The differences are productivity.

Saturday, February 28, 2015

I miss the kid

His mom posted how her practice was failing her. And how she was losing him.

T had mentioned she goes overly dramatic every 6 months or so. Or less. I didn't say anything and didn't read into it.