Saturday, July 30, 2016

Your Ghost Songs Still Haunt Me

Everytime I hear a song that reminds me of you, or think of a place that I associate with you, I am taken back.

Little Green Cars
Oh, no, I'll never go back there no more
NIWS/LIWNMTS
Please Read the Letter

Even though I know you have moved on, and are living somewhere in Africa, I still think of your bust of Mozart.  And the sunshiney yellow walls of your apartment.  And that couch.  And that time she dressed in black.

I still think of the dragon, and the lake, and how easy it would be for us to take a day to walk around the Pond.  And all those moments in between, when you lock yourself in your closet, in the dark, to keep yourself away from me.  When the danger takes over.

I'm still waiting for you (even if I don't seem to be).  Which drives me crazy.  Can I wait and both not wait for you?  Have I already moved on?

Your Ghost Songs Still Haunt Me

Everytime I hear a song that reminds me of you, or think of a place that I associate with you, I am taken back.

Little Green Cars
Oh, no, I'll never go back there no more
NIWS/LIWNMTS
Please Read the Letter

Even though I know you have moved on, and are living somewhere in Africa, I still think of your bust of Mozart.  And the sunshiney yellow walls of your apartment.  And that couch.  And that time she dressed in black.

I still think of the dragon, and the lake, and how easy it would be for us to take a day to walk around the Pond.  And all those moments in between, when you lock yourself in your closet, in the dark, to keep yourself away from me.  When the danger takes over.

I'm still waiting for you (even if I don't seem to be).  Which drives me crazy.  Can I wait and both not wait for you?  Have I already moved on?