I miss the kid

His mom posted how her practice was failing her. And how she was losing him.

T had mentioned she goes overly dramatic every 6 months or so. Or less. I didn't say anything and didn't read into it.

The story of the walk around the pond

Two people, lovers, or brother and sister, walking.

I'll never leave this day.

And moments where, during all the battles with the dragons, they pause and look out.

He is fighting to return to that moment, when everything is quiet.

She's screaming to him, to calm his mind, and all he can hear are dragons and lightning.

And he focuses on the calm water.

Sometimes he's distracted, but sometimes, he can envision it perfectly.

Is this what it was like when Obwanted to picture Penelope, waiting faithfully for him to come home from the wars?

A vague figure in a dream

I had a dream I went back.

I turned the corner and saw the door.  (It was 2 floors, he always had more space than he let on about)

I was seized with an idea that it was not where I lived anymore.

And I turned around and was lost on how to find where i did live.

And I heard a noise, that meant you had gone down the hall and left.  Hiding from me.  And the world.

You are just a shadow to me.  Even in my dreams.  I wonder about the conversations we never had.  Never resolved.

I am glad I escaped.

Schedule picture

This single paper tells the story of the store in a week.

Don't worry that you can't read it, the font is too tiny, even if you had a telescope.

In later days, headlines would be made when a chain decides to give workers regular hours, and notice of when they are called to work.  For those who are burdened by childcare.  For those who need to plan for their second and third jobs.

Dear god, don't ever forget.

Surprise

Library 5 am

Checks!!

$1520

Yesterday was my Dad's birthday & I opened up a checking account.

$750 for "The Three of Us"

And the rest is my past few WEEKS at 2 different jobs!! Jazz at Lincoln Center.
And yes, Starbucks.

The room is Actors Work Program!